B is for: Birthday (Writer's Challenge A-Z)

Here I am,  the oldest of three,  turning THIRTY in four days!  Yet I am the LAST one to accomplish ANYTHING!
Tell me, how is this possible?  Where did I go wrong??    After all, I've had a good education because I graduated from HS.  I was given the chance at a collage education like my two brothers, but TOTALLY messed that up!  I'm pretty sure that's where I went wrong.  In fact, I know it is!  I couldn't tell you why I threw away the chance at a BA though...
My brothers however, have accomplished everything they set out to do.  Charlie is now a band director in a HS in a Minneapolis, MN suburb.  Colin is the one whom set his goal to be a theater actor and got to see more of the country in a year then I ever have!